Rabu, 23 November 2011

iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

be my self


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Selasa, 22 November 2011

breathing

I'm finding my way back to sanity, again
Though I don't really know what
I am gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back in the arms of grace

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I am looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one's you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want o be here now










tapi semuanya gagal tanpa restu orang tua
hahahhaha
pengalaman baik .
lakukanlah sesuka hatimu jika orangtua mengizinkanmu

you and me

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

Jumat, 21 Oktober 2011

kangennn ini semuaa







i do really miss them :'(

Selasa, 11 Oktober 2011

new life in kosan

huaaaa ...
it takes a long time to can write on this blog again (sok sibuk banget deh yaa)
automatically , yeah , that's true >>
setelah perjalanan panjang yang melelahkan , yg berusaha mati2an unutk mendapatkan sebuah universitas , dan kini akhirnya terdampar di salah satu fakultas kedokteran jurusan pendidikan dokter di universitas hang tuah surabaya , yang sedikit banyak orang-orang sudah pada tahu tentang universitas itu . universitas itu dibiayai oleh yayasan nala kepemilikan TNI AL indonesia jaya ..
ckckckckck

well lebih tepatnya ini saya terdampar di kosan keputih gang 3c no 67 di kamar no5 yang saya tempati saat ini , dibilang nyaman sih nyaman (karena kepepet , gak dapet kosan karena masuk fk uht aja gelombang 3) hohohoh
yaaa , dibuat nyaman ajah , karena harus tirakat dulu , udah keluar banyak ayah ibu ku untuk nguliahain aku ini , anak yang merepotkan sekali .. tapi berusaha bahagiain mereka :)

selama ini , nyaman ajah disini selain dekat kampus , suasana sederhana juga memadai, tidak terlalu mewah seperti kehidupan anak fk lain yang milih kamar berAC, full service , dan lain sebagainya..
ingat orang tua , tak selamanya ada di atas terus , mungkin ada saat uang ortu berjaya kadang surut , yang Maha memberi rezeki kan bukan kita . Itu kata ibu ku sih , tapi benar juga , jadi selama ini kau dididik untuk jadi anak yang kerja keras dan sederhana , tapi ada manjanya juga sih , soalnya sudah kebiasaan hidup enak di rumah , tanpa merasa susah sedikitpun , dan sekarang di kosan yang harus dituntut mandiri dan bisa melakukan apa-apa dengan sendiri..
owh owh owh >> so take it easy >> life must go on >> must be good person >> don't forget the God ALLAHUAKBAR :)

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