Senin, 02 September 2013

pancake by me

failed pancake !!
yeah , i called it failed pancake . i try to do my best you know ..
the taste is not so bad , it seems like martabak manis :p big failed right ?
hahahaa , being fail is good ! never stop trying :))

Senin, 26 November 2012

love

actually i dunno what should i do after did primary test of dermato musculo skletal .
just at home , and quite night ..
as always , my dad still working , and other family asleep ..
i find just me , myself ..
by the way , it takes a long long really long time i never write something on this blog or in my mind exactly .
emm , maybe my english skill getting worst everyday , but i try to write down in english ..
i almost forget the tenses , grammar , vocab , in my mind only medical dictionary that i have to remember , it is awkward ..

i wrote this title about love , but i do not have any ideas pass on my mind ..
love love love ..
why this word always i hear everyday , by from conversation , social media , or by my self .
i really dunno what is the meaning of love is ..
i just felt it is hurting me , just that i know ..
i can love someone that everyday he always hurts me ..
is it called love ????
he never makes me happy ..
smile ? he never makes me smile .
he just does everthing that he wants , he does everything that he likes , he hurts me , and never think abaout my heart , how hurt it is ..
it is killing me ..
and i ?
why am i ?
why do i love him ?
he never makes me happy ! even smile ..
but why ?
it feels more killing me if i am not with him ..
wiyhout him , i am nothing ..
actually i really run from this condition.
sometimes , i try to love other guy , be kind of girl to everyone
but what i get ?
i can not go far away from him ..
he and i very rarely to meet ..
maybe 2 weeks then we meet, or maybe one month ..
our conversation just by send text message , call ? it is the seldom thing that we did..
but why , why , why , i can go from him ..

is it call love ?
love is really hurting me ..
is there anyone can make me smile ?
i do hope and i will love him like i love my self , it can be more than myself :')
seriously ..

Jumat, 23 November 2012

maroon amd dark blue

yeahhh this is my style ..
emm simple and really comfort ..
thr red maroon is simply romantic and combine with dark blue stripes pant ..
the hijab is really simple , it uses paris jilbab but it looks like beauty ..
and i use purple flat slipper , what kinda comfort it is ..
and it's time to family's day out ..















Kamis, 15 November 2012

my sista wedding party

yahhhh
these are some pictures that i take to memorize the wedding party of my sista .
it takes adat jawa , coz we are javanesee ..
there is some pictures that i think is funny , lol .
my brother can't dance java but the dancer invite him to participate to dance together..

oh welll ...
check these out









Selasa, 23 Oktober 2012

JOMNES in action











i like this so much 

LOL
did you know , what is JOMNES is ? JOMBLO NGENES
yaahhh , ini adalah kumpulan para wanita berhijab yang jomblo ngenes , banyak cerita yang dari kami tergolong cewek yang susah mive on , padahal tersakiti berkali-kali (=tunjuk diri) , ada dambain pacar yang tajir ganteng baik hati , tapi ga kunjung datang , ada yang terobsesi pengen punya pacar bule ..
yahhhh , aneh but it's real , these are we !!
unpredictable girl , unique , nice, beautifull , smart and sexy hijabers ..

yaaa tau lahhh , mahasiswa uht kan jarang ada liburan , libur pun itu biasanya beruoa semacam hari tenang buat hadepin ujian , setelah ujiannnn ???? kembali kuliah seperti biasanya -__-
jadi terkadang curi-curi waktu libur buat hang out bareng temen ..
yaaaa salah satunya begini ini dahhh , dandan  , mejeng di TP , fotobox , makan , sama shopwindow ajaaa :D

oh yaaa , thanks for indi ndut :D for giving us a ride :D

pretty awsome day :D

Jumat, 19 Oktober 2012

little walk :")

in the shadow i am in




this is my case 

wallaaa !! let us play .
this is a little moment that i miss when i'm home , hang out wiff fam !!!
don't you know ? i really try to study and play :D
that was a moment when i would face SOOCA or a kind of presentation test , but you should take the number randomly and you will presentate the case in that number , and the doctors will give you a score , don't you know it's subjective test .. just pray harder ..

but family make me happy .



Jumat, 14 September 2012

ini bohongan apa asli ???











yang ini keliatan bohongannya XD
photografer by ayu caesary apriliana

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