Senin, 26 November 2012

love

actually i dunno what should i do after did primary test of dermato musculo skletal .
just at home , and quite night ..
as always , my dad still working , and other family asleep ..
i find just me , myself ..
by the way , it takes a long long really long time i never write something on this blog or in my mind exactly .
emm , maybe my english skill getting worst everyday , but i try to write down in english ..
i almost forget the tenses , grammar , vocab , in my mind only medical dictionary that i have to remember , it is awkward ..

i wrote this title about love , but i do not have any ideas pass on my mind ..
love love love ..
why this word always i hear everyday , by from conversation , social media , or by my self .
i really dunno what is the meaning of love is ..
i just felt it is hurting me , just that i know ..
i can love someone that everyday he always hurts me ..
is it called love ????
he never makes me happy ..
smile ? he never makes me smile .
he just does everthing that he wants , he does everything that he likes , he hurts me , and never think abaout my heart , how hurt it is ..
it is killing me ..
and i ?
why am i ?
why do i love him ?
he never makes me happy ! even smile ..
but why ?
it feels more killing me if i am not with him ..
wiyhout him , i am nothing ..
actually i really run from this condition.
sometimes , i try to love other guy , be kind of girl to everyone
but what i get ?
i can not go far away from him ..
he and i very rarely to meet ..
maybe 2 weeks then we meet, or maybe one month ..
our conversation just by send text message , call ? it is the seldom thing that we did..
but why , why , why , i can go from him ..

is it call love ?
love is really hurting me ..
is there anyone can make me smile ?
i do hope and i will love him like i love my self , it can be more than myself :')
seriously ..

Jumat, 23 November 2012

maroon amd dark blue

yeahhh this is my style ..
emm simple and really comfort ..
thr red maroon is simply romantic and combine with dark blue stripes pant ..
the hijab is really simple , it uses paris jilbab but it looks like beauty ..
and i use purple flat slipper , what kinda comfort it is ..
and it's time to family's day out ..















Kamis, 15 November 2012

my sista wedding party

yahhhh
these are some pictures that i take to memorize the wedding party of my sista .
it takes adat jawa , coz we are javanesee ..
there is some pictures that i think is funny , lol .
my brother can't dance java but the dancer invite him to participate to dance together..

oh welll ...
check these out









Cana dan Oles

Cana dan Oles

by dimassinatrya

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