Sabtu, 12 Desember 2009

sORRRY

ku merana tanpa teman disisiku ...
andai kau tahu sobatt ,,
ku menderita semnjak ad konflik ituu ..

sebenarnya ku tak ingin bertengkar denganmu ,,
ku tahu egoku sangat amat tinggi ,
tapi . ..
ku sulit tuk merubah sifat itu ..

andai kau tahu ..

ku hanya butuh pengertian dari mu teman ..

maafkanlah aku ..

BerTahan = Survive

BERTAHAN RAMA LYRICS

Lihat aku disini
kau lukai
hati dan perasaan ini
tapi entah mengapa
aku bisa memberikan maaf padamu
mungkin karena
cinta
kepadamu tulus
dari dasar hatiku
mungkin karena
aku
berharap kau dapat mengerti cintaku

(2) goto **
lihat aku disini
bertahan walau kau sering menyakiti
hingga air mataku

tak dapat menetes dan habis terurai

(1) back to *

**
meski kau terus sakiti aku

cinta ini

akan selalu Amemaafkan

dan aku

percaya nanti engkau

mengerti bila cintaku takkan mati

Back to **

Rabu, 09 Desember 2009

CINTAI AKU

Reff :
Cintai dan sakiti klau itu . .
Dpt membawamu. .
Kmbali ke pelukankuu lgee .
Aq relaaa mmberi sgalanyaaa . .
Reff :
Cintai dan sakiti klau itu . .
Dpt membawamu. .
Kmbali ke pelukankuu lgee .
Aq relaaa mmberi sgalanyaaa . . Reff :
Cintai dan sakiti klau itu . .
Dpt membawamu. .
Kmbali ke pelukankuu lgee .
Aq relaaa mmberi sgalanyaaa . . Reff :
Cintai dan sakiti klau itu . .
Dpt membawamu. .
Kmbali ke pelukankuu lgee .
Aq relaaa mmberi sgalanyaaa . . Reff :
Cintai dan sakiti klau itu . .
Dpt membawamu. .
Kmbali ke pelukankuu lgee .
Aq relaaa mmberi sgalanyaaa . .

Asal tULIS sjaa

Smw mnusia psti kan kcewa bika kekasih yg slalu d hatinya,
tak pernah lagy menyebut namanya.
Bkan maksud.Q lukai hatimu. Maafkan aq , , bwt hancurnya hatimu, ,
aq tergoda oleh dy , , hohoho,
aq takut kehilanganmu bila aq jujur pdmu,,
aq benci bila haruz jalani hidup tanpa dirimu, ,
aq takut kau meninggalkanku

Jumat, 21 Agustus 2009

ojan PAST

tak pernah kusangka,,
lau tlah menjadi milikku waktu itu..
tak pernah kubayangkan tuk membayangkanmu sebelumnya..

dulu..
sangat dahulu kala..

aku sudah memutuskan tuk melepasmu,, harapan kosongku yang ingin jadi pacarmu ..
dulu ,, aku sudah bersyukur sudah bisa ,menjadi adekmu ..
tapi ternyata ,,
tanggal 6 bulan 7 tahun 2009 ,,
jam 9 pagi ,,
kau sms akku...
yang menyatakan bahwa kau mengingnkanku jadi milikmu

setengah taksadar ku waktu itu,,
harapanku dulu kini menjadi nyta,,
kau tahu?? betapa senangnya aku waktu itu..

selang waktu berjalan 10 hari,,
tepat tanggal 16 bulan 7 tahun 2009
di depan DW cafe,,
di depan banyak temennq,,
ternyata , kau tak mengenaliku. .
kau tak tau sipa pacarmu !!
betapa malunya ku waktu itu,,
di depan semua teman kau menunjukkan betapa kau mempermainkan ku..

malam pun jadi pelampiasanku,,
ku ingin putus darimu ..
tega kau mempermainkan ku ,,
tega kau mempermainkan hati ku..

aku benci padamu!!!

tuk sekarang dan selamanya..



kisah pacar pertama yang mengenaskan..
bukan cerita indah yang kau buat,
tapi kisah sedih tak berujung ..


OJAN!!!! KAU JAHADDD!!!

BAWELISME vs OJAN


bawel
bawel
bawel
bawel
bawel
bawel
bawel
bawel
bawel
bawel
bawel

you're always in my side,,
but i still don't love you..
i don't know what i fell..
i just wanna you in my side,, hold me thight.
keep and care . .
those're enough..

in my deep heart i sill loving ojan. .
not at all..

but, in my best wish ,
i can love you with same feel like ojan..

Minggu, 26 Juli 2009

selamat tinggal cinta pertama

Flanella – Selamat Tinggal Cinta

ku tulis ini saat tersedih
menunggu dirimu yang tak bersalah
terpisahkan karna keadaan
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
selamat tinggal cinta pertama
mengisi waktu ku, memberi rasa
tak terlupakan

reff:
tak mudah ungkapkan dengan hati
saat senyum dan tangis menyatu
tapi ini terbaik untukku dan untuk dirimu

hanya waktu yang mampu mengerti
betapa berat perpisahan ini
semoga cerita cinta ini
menjadi kenangan indah nanti

pelukan ini untuk dirimu
adalah pelukan dari hatiku
terakhir kali

repeat reff

hanya waktu yang mampu mengerti
betapa berat perpisahan ini
semoga cerita cinta ini
menjadi kenangan indah nanti

Senin, 20 Juli 2009

right here wautung 4 you kak rainnn

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesnt stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I cant get near you now

Oh, cant you see it baby
Youve got me going crazy

Repeat chorus

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if Im with you
Ill take the chance

Oh, cant you see it baby
Youve got me going crazy

you are not alone... but i'm alone..

You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

Sabtu, 04 Juli 2009

4give me 4 my mistake


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Rabu, 01 Juli 2009

rain.. hujan.. uJAn..

kak
aku lebih bangga bila jadi adekmu...
akku kan selalu mendukungmu dimana kau berada..
kau kini sudah menjauh dari pandanganku..
tak tahu kapan kau akan kembali lagi ,,
mungkin "never"
tauk lah ..

mungkin sudah cukup gelar ADIK untukku..
mungkin kau tak menggagpku lebih dari itu..
tapi , aku akui ..
aku adalah adik yang mencintai dan menyayangi kakaknya..

kakak...!!!!
jangan lupakan adikmu disini...
adik selalu menggu kehadirannmu ..
meski kau jarang hadir buat adikk..

dik iza miss you kak..

ujan-ujan bareng yukkk... =)

Rabu, 20 Mei 2009

paskib paskib paskib

i luv paskib...
jasmerah.... Berhasil berhasil YE! AYE! AYE!



tanpa nama .. i'll forget you...

i hate you...

Jumat, 08 Mei 2009

don't LEAVE me DWP


Don't Leave lyrics I don’t know what i’d do if I ever lost you All the loneliness I would go through But if you wanna leave I won’t stop you I’ve been gone so long, I’m used to feeling alone I estimated our love, my estimation was wrong See I never knew what you were going through But I just got back and now I see where you're at How could you have doubted that I'd never be distracted by Any other guy no matter if he ever caught my eyes We just need time, some time to connect What I'm tellin' you now hope you never forget I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you All the loneliness I would go through But if you wanna leave I wont stop you 'Cause I don't want you if you don't want me To be the one the only one you wanna run to Baby boy you know I've just begun to Realize whats important to me So Don’t leave, Don’t leave Maybe I should've tried to put your needs first But my priorities were messed up and I know you got hurt See I never knew what you were going through But I just got back and now I see where you're at Think about it take a moment just to rewind Everything that you believe and everything that was right Do you really want to stand there and tell me goodbye [ Don't Leave lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] When i’m saying I Still love you I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you And all the loneliness I would go through But if you wanna leave I wont stop you 'Cause I don't want you if you don't want me To be the one the only one you wanna run to Baby boy you know I've just begun to Realize what's important to me So Don’t leave, Don’t leave Lonely days and lonely nights That's where you be without me by your side Better think twice baby, oh This could blow up crazy You know I can’t keep singing I'm speaking 'cause it’s out of control I gave you everything body, mind, heart and soul But you keep breaking me taking me to another low Don’t do it baby, don’t do it, don’t let me go (I don't know, I don't know) I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you And all the loneliness I would go through But if you wanna leave I wont stop you 'Cause I don't want you if you don't want me To be the one the only one you wanna run to Baby boy you know I've just begun to Realize whats important to me So Don’t leave, Don’t leave Baby boy don’t leave me...

since YOU been GONE

Here's the thing
We started out friends
It was cool, but it was all pretend
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
You're dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long 'til I called you mine
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I picture me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you, now I get what I want
Since you been gone

How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah, yeah
Thanks to you, now I get, I get what I want
Since you been gone

You had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth, I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you been gone (since you been gone)
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know) that I get
I get what I want

Since you been gone
Since you been gone
Since you been gone

LOVE OF MY LIFE

Love of my life, you hurt me,
You broken my heart, now you leave me.

Love of my life cant you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

Love of my life dont leave me,
Youve stolen my love now desert me,

Love of my life cant you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

You will remember when this is blown over,
And everythings all by the way,
When I grow older,
I will be there by your side,
To remind how I still love you
I still love you.

Hurry back hurry back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

Love of my life,
Love of my life.

am I Dreaming??????


IPS Community. . .

GARING!..
Ritual yang biasa dikerjakan kakak kelas XII kali ini garing. ,.
Tidak seperti nak ISIS. ,
tak tahu kenapa, tapi yg tadi ini bener2 garing. , meski lebih banyak(gabungan IPS 1,2,3),TEtep aja garing . . Ring . .Ring . .

Nyanyinya gag asik!!
Gag seru!
Weleh-weleh , kug jadi ngehina ya?!
Tp,emang gtu kenyataannya..
Maav bagi yang ngerasa tersinggung. : >


Teman-teman kelas ku, ANTEB(anak ten be). .
Tadi kenapa kalian panggil-panggil LOLA?!
Pelopornya DERI!!! Awas kowe der!!
Pelanjutnya LIRIS!!! Ris, please deh, jangan panggil LOLA dunk! Apalagi pake nyebutin nama Izzah Faidah lagi!
Dan semuanya.. Jangan rame2 kalau dia ke kelas!!
Dianya nanti GR!!
Disukai ma akku. . .
Wkwkwk (jadi narsis)


kau tahu teman,
sehabis IPS COMMUNITY masuk ke kelas,malemnya dia sms aq.
aq bner-bener gag tahu siapa dia. .
Dia aneh?!
Dulu aja aq sms dia berkali-kali, kayak - kayak aq yang ngebet banget.
Terus kayak-kayak dia gag mau aku, kayak-kayak dia bosen ma aq.
Tapi, dia sms aq. .
MAK JLEP!!
Terlalu EXTREME. ,apalah namanya. .
Pokoknya, dia jadi aneh.
Bener-bener aneh.
Takutku, dia hanya mempermainkan aq.
Takutku, aq hanya jadi taruhan.
Tp, niatnya hati orang siapa tahu.
Mungkin aja ,kini , dia bener-bener tulus.
Bener-bener dari hatinya.
Positiv thinking aja yah.
Terkadang, aku tak habis pikir.
Kok bisa dia berubah 180 derajat.
Sudah, jangan dipikir terlalu dalam.
Alhamdulilah
dia berubah..


Mudah-mudahan dia seperti ini selamanya..
Dan semua mimpiku menjadi nyata..
Aku harap begitu. .

Please c0me t0 myLIFE, DWP!

MY WISH


. .MY WISH. .

Sem0ga rasa cintaku yg besar itu dpt pergi, seiring kepergiannya mendatang.
Tak lama lagi dy kan pergi, jauh, jauh, membawa cintanya sendiri. ,
dan tak pedulikanku yang selalu menantinya ini.

Aq harus bangun dari kebodohan ini, kebodohan yang selalu mengiringiku kemana ku pergi.
Kebodohan yang membuatku jatuh ke dalam jurang asmara yang tak jelas ini..
Kebodohan yang selalu membuatku menangis.

Kau seolah memberi harapan,
harapan semu dan ternyata itu.
Haduh,haduh,haduh,
inginku melupakanmu saja.
Tp, melupakan cinta sama saja dengan mengingat orang yang tak pernah ku kenal.
Pergi,pergi,pergi. .
Semakin cepat kau pergi,
MUNGKIN semakin cepat pula rasa ku ini memudar. .


Tp, jujur. . .
Ku ingin kau tahu,
diriku disini menanti dirimu.
Meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku.
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya.


Aq bngung. .
Tak tahu apa yang harus ku lakukan. ,
tetap berharap pada ketidak pastian ini?? Atokah berusaha menghilangkan wajahmu di hadapku??

Minggu, 19 April 2009

who am i?????


Wh0 am I?! :-/

aku?
Kata orang aku p0Los.
Kata orang pula aku Lola.
Kata orang juja aku AnEH.
Sebenarnya aku sapa?

Aku?
Aku tak bisa intr0speksi diri.
Aku tak bisa menerawang diri ini.
Aku tak bisa melihat sebenar-benar diriku.
Aku ini siapa?

Aku?
Hanya ingin berevolusi.
Dari diam jadi rame.
Dari culun jadi gaul.
Dari gaptek jadi hitek.
Dari polos jadi cip!.
Dari tak tahu cinta jadi mahir cinta.
Itukah aku?


Aku?
Mungkin aku berbeda dgn dulu.
Beda sekali, !
Jika kau temanku,
kau pasti tahu berbeda. , izaa smp dan izaa sma. .
Izaa emang beda?!
Mungkin itu izaa tapi aku?
Siapa aku?


Aku?
Aku bingung dengan diriku sendiri?
Aku bingung mau kemanakah aku?
Aku bingung dimana harus ku labuhkan hati ini?
Aku bingung?!
Adakah pelabuhan dekat2 sini??
Bantu aku berlabuh!!!


Adakah yang tahu siapa aku?
Tolong kasih tahu aku ya. .
Ku tunggu bantuan kalian. .
:D *w* =p

he wiLL be Gone !!! i must ForGet Him!!!!

Aku harus bisa menghadapi kenyataan ini.
Harus bisa! Izaa pasti bisa!



Kau tahu teman. .
Bentar lagi kan UNAS,terus so pasti kakak kelas 3/ XII otomatis pergi ninggalin kita.
Dan kalian juga tahu teman, sebagian besar hatiku di bawa kakak-kakak itu.
Ya meski mereka tak tahu kalau aku sangat mengaguminya.
Kalian tahu teman, ada seorang kakak yang baik banget ..
To do point aj, dy anak ISIS/IPS 2. 
"Izaa jujur banget y?"
Ya biarlah, karena ini kesempatan terakhirku tuk mengungkapkan uneg-uneg yang telah terpendam sejak 9 desember 2008 lalu.
Sejak tanggal itu, 'rasa' yang berbeda itu muncul.
Aku sendiri juga tidak tahu kenapa?
Pokoknya hari itu selalu ku ingat.
Ya hari kejujuran itulah yang membuatku bisa jujur akan hatiku sendiri.
Aku bisa jujur bisa mengatakan aku menyayanginya.
Aku sendiri sadar, aku memang tak pantas untuknya.
Aku juga sadar, bahwa kenyataannya waktuku tuk melihatnya terbatas.
Aku sadar dan tahu itu semua.
Tapi, memang hati itu egois.
Hati ku tak mau melupakannya, apalagi untuk membecinya.
Aku sering menyebutnya DWP..
Anak basket ternama seantero sekolah.
"izaa memang jujur ya? Tak takut ketahuan?"
Biarlah ketahuan, itu malah yang ku mau..
Jika dideskripsikan lebih lanjut, semakin gampang ditebaklah dia.
Sudahlah, biar menjadi tebak kata.
Kembali ke pokok permasalahan. 
Masalah hati.


Mas dwp,,
sebenarnya aku ingin mengungkapkan secara langsung.
Ketemuan di lapangan basket, cuma kita berdua.
Tapi, aku malu untuk itu semua.
Aku ingin , mengatakan betapa sangat aku jatuh hati padamu.
Betapa sangat aku menyayangimu.
Aku ingin kau tahu bagaimanakah pengorbananku tuk mendapatkanmu.
Aku pernah berjuang, bolos dari paskib(extra yg ku senangi) untuk melihat tanding basket antara SMANBA dgn SMKN1BANGIL.
Ku tunggu kau di lapangan smk, sampai pertandingan berakhirpun kau ku tunggu.
Tapi, apa balasan mas padaku?
"Tak datang".
Aku benci kata itu.
Aku setress mendengar ocehan temen basketku yang lain, bima-lah, doni-lah, syarif-lah. ."yo opo? Gak teko hare! Padahal dienteni"
Benci-benci-benci!!!
Setelah itu, les ke b.Heri malamnya.
Syarif emang ember wak kember!
Pokoknya ujung-ujungnya bu.Heri tahu kalau aku ada rasa dgn mas itu .
Ya ampun!! Ketahuan!
Guru saja sudah tahu, masa' mas itu belum tahu juga??
Inginku dia tahu semua rasa hatiku. .


Tapi?Apa daya. ,
dia mau lulus. . Mas itu bentar lagi meninggalkan sekolah.
Dan tak ada lagi waktuku untuk mengatakan hal itu.
Dan tak mungkin hal itu terjadi. .
Sedih ku tahu kau kan pergi, pergi tinggalkan diri ini.
Akankah ku kuat tuk hadapi takdir ini?

Benar kata sms temenku,
"Bgtu INdhx duNia iNi jKa dg se2OrG yg Qt ciNtai...

Kdg kLa Qt NdIri mRngkan seSwtu yg ImpOsSiBlE

kdNg Qt mMiKrkan Se2Org yg QT ciNtai ampe' qt sPrt oRg gIla!

Kdg2 Qt jg mRnDuKaN dy N mNgGu se2oRg yg Qt hRpkan 2 dTg, 
Qt bNr2 ciNta pd dy, tp 2 smw sIrNa......

KrNA org yg Qt ciNtai tdk mRsKanx sMa seKli!"
mungkin mas itu tak mampu merasakan akan getar cintaku. .
Malangnya nasibku!


Aku harus mampu dan bisa melupakan mas itu.
Mas yang pernah ada di hatiku.
Jika ku menuruti hatiku, aku kan menyiksa batinku sendiri.
Hatiku egois!!
Hanya ingin dia, tak peduli apapun yang terjadi.


MAS DWP!!
I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I LOVE U SO MUCH!!
(i hope u read it!)

q pasrahkan takdirku di tangan Tuhan. . :-(...

Kamis, 09 April 2009

DEbatE oN my SoUL..??!!


DWP!!
Capek. , aq capek memperjuangkan cinta ku. .
Sedang kamu?
Tak hiraukan sedikitpun akan kehadiranku. .
Kamu jahat!!
Kamu sadis!!
Kamu tak tahu betapa besar pengorbananku untukmu.
Tp, apa balasannya?
Tutup saja terus wajahmu. .
Tiap kali kita ketemu.
Tetap saja ngelés , tiap kita berpapasan.
Sungguh tega nian dirimu!!
Kenapa aku bisa jatuh hati sangat padamu??
Aku benci kamu!!
Tapi. . .



Aku tak bisa membohongi hatiku. .
Aku tetap menyayangimu meski kamu tak tahu. .
Aku tetap mencintaimu
meski kamu lebih memilih orang lain daripada ku.
Aku tetap memperhatikanmu
meski kau selalu menjauh dan menghindar.
Kamu tahu apa kata otakku??


"iza!! Kamu gembel!! Kamu pengemis!! Buat apa kamu meminta dan mengais cintanya??
Bukankah masih banyak hati cowok lain yang lebih baik daripadanya?
Kamu bodoh!
Memberikan seluruh hatimu padanya!
Memikirkan dia setiap waktu!
Sedangkan dia?
Tak pernah terbesit sedikitpun untuk tahu lebih banyak tentangmu!
Tak pernah terlintas setitikpun bayangmu di depannya!
Lupakan dia!
Dia hanya membuatmu sakit hati!
Sakit yang tiada obatnya!"


namun, hati kecilku merintih berkata.
"salahkah bila, ku tak henti mengharapkannya?
Meskipun akhirnya, ku tahu dia hanya membuatku terluka.
Bayangnya tak henti,
sajak tentang dirinya,
walau ku tahu dia tak pernah anggap ku ada.
Ku tak bisa menggapainya
tak kan pernah bisa.
Walau sudah letih aku, tak mungkin lepas lagi.
Dia hanya mimpi bagiku tak untuk jadi nyata.
Dan sgala rasa buatnya harus padam dan berakhir.
Q tahu , ku tak mungkin mendapatkanya.
Tp, aku masih berharap kepada kemustahilan ini.
Sudah tahu aku akan akhir ini.
Tapi, aku masih tak ingin mengakhiri dengan cerita yang tak berguna.
Aku tetap berharap , dia akan jadi miliku.
Aku percaya cinta.
Aku percaya Tuhan.
Jika cinta men0lakku, maka aku menc0ba bersabar
dan sebisa mungkin menjaga hati untuk DWP.
DWP ku tersayang"


zlep. .
Aku terbelalak,
melihat dan mendengar hati dan otakku berdebat. .
Aku bingung?!
Siapakah yang benar??
Aku iza yang penuh dgn kontraversi batin. .
Konflik kebatinan ini membuat sesuatu yang sederhana menjadi tambah runyam.
Any body can help me??
What should i d0??
Survive or Goodbye??

Tiap detik selalu muncul wajahmu
Tiap hembus nafasku berhawa namamu
Tiap kerdipan mataku tersibak bayang dirimu
Tiap ku bersenandung hanya lagu tentangmu mengalun

Kau tahu?Diriku selalu mengharapkan hadirmu
Kau tahu?Jantungku berdegup kencang saat kau pijakkan kakimu di depanku
Kau tahu?Ingin rasa bibir ini menyapamu
Kau tahu?Ku tak bisa tidur hanya sebab pikirkanmu

Tapi, apa daya tangan sampai
Tapi, tak mungkin ku meraihmu
Tapi, kau hanya mimpi bagiku
Tapi,ku hanya bayang semu di hadapmu

Mungkin, kau anggap ku bunga bisu
Mungkin, di benakmu ku hanya gadis kecil tiada guna
Mungkin, takdirpun tak mampu berkata
Mungkin, tidak mungkin kau jadi milikku

Adakah suatu hari kau dan aku dipertemukan?
Adakah kesemptan bunga bisu itu kau nyawai?
Adakah gadis kecil itu bisa tersenyum karenamu?
Adakah semua itu terjadi?

Andai. . .
Kau tahu akku. .
Aku yang benar sungguh jatuh hati padamu . .
Andai. .
Kau tahu jika. .
Semua takdirku hanya untukmu. .
Andai. .
U kn0w. , that i'm g00d 4 y0u. .
If 0nly y0u can step in MY Sh0es. .

Dunia ini bagiku tetap berputar.
Selama hatimu tergetar.
Merantai bunga mawar bermekar.
Menjalin asmara berk0bar.
Meski ku mati dharr.
Ku tetap menyayangimu den weeznew :p. .
Walau kau tak tahu, atau ku yang tak tahu jika kau tahu?
Hanya Tuhan yang Maha Tahu. .

menGuapzzzz....

MENGUAP?!
Hahahaha. . .
Anda menguap?? Apakah anda berubah jadi gas?? Tentu saja tidak bukan. .
Menguap disini di istilahkan sebagai tanda orang ingin tidur alias mengantuk. .
Menguap yang mempunyai basa jawa 'klangopan' ini lagi tren di kalangan siswa-siswi. .
Betapa tidak,setiap ada pelajaran yang membosankan secara otomatis pasti ada salah satu siswa yang menguap. .Dan berkata'boring' , 'males', 'ngantuk'. .
Dan ujung-ujungnya pasti akan tidur di dalam kelas.
Fakta telah membuktikan ANTEB(ANAK TEN BE) telah banyak terserang syndrome 'menguap' dan 'tidur di kelas'. .
Paparazi telah bertindak, dan menemukan hampir 75% ANTEB ada yang tidur di dalam kelas. Dan bukti ini tidak akan di sia-siakan. Telah diabadikan alias di print out dan ditempel di ANTEB'S MANGKEL(MADING KELAS). .
Hahahaha dasar anteb tukang tidur!! :-))

Untungnya saya tidak termasuk orang-orang yang suka 'menguap' dan 'tidur di kelas'. . Jadi, tidak mungkin ada foto saya tidur di ANTEB MANGKEL. .
Namun,sayangnya belajar di rumah sendiri sangat membosankan. Tidaklah salah jika diri ini sering 'menguap' saat belajar di rumah. Lebih-lebih saat belajar sejarah,pkn,dan geografi. . Huphff,.
Kapankah diri ini bisa menyukai pelajaran itu semua,???
Yang ku harap detik ini, "aku tidak mau jadi anak IPS!!"
tahu kenapa? Tak lain alasannya karena ku terlelap saat mempelajarinya, hahahaha. .

Teman-teman. .
Menguaplah sebelum anda teruapkan oleh penguap yg dapat menguapkan uapan anda saat menguap. .

Selamat MENGUAP-MENGUAP RIA!!
HIDUP MENGUAP!!

Jumat, 03 April 2009

dan din dun den


dennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn dendddd.... do you hear me????? can you listen me????/ iM here so alone....

Sabtu, 07 Maret 2009

Taylor Swift
Love Story

we were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Minggu, 18 Januari 2009

unfaithful

"Unfaithful"




Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

Hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true

and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well

cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

tell me something i don't know

Tell Me Something I Don't Know Lyrics

Everybody tells me that
It's so hard to make it
It's so hard to break it
There's no way to fake it
Everybody tells me that it's wrong what i'm feeling
I shouldn't believe in
The dreams that I'm dreaming

I hear it everyday
I hear it all the time
I'm never gonna 'mount to much
But they're never gonna change my mind, Oh

Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
How many inches in a mile
What it takes to make you smile
Getcha not to treat me like a child, baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me something I don't know
Tell me, tell me something I don't know

Everybody tells me
I don't know what I'm doing
This life I'm pursuing
The odds I'll be losing
Everybody tells me that
It's one in a million
Like one in billion or
One in a zillion

I hear it everyday
I hear it all the time
I'm never gonna amount to much
But they're never gonna change my mind, oh

Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
How many inches in a mile
What it takes to make you smile
Getcha not to treat me like a child, baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know

Rap
So here's the track
Like Catrina makes a
Wish Medina
Make em say 'I'm ready'
Are you ready for it
Yeah I'm ready for it
Really ready for it?
Yeah I'm ready for it
Let's get ready for it

I'm on my way
I know I'm gonna get there someday
It doesn't help when you say
It won't be easy

Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
How many inches in a mile What it takes to make you smile
Getcha not to treat me like a child, baby

Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know

How many inches in a mile
What it takes to make you smile
Getcha not to treat me like a child, baby

Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know

fly To Your Heart

Fly To Your Heart

Watch all the flowers
Dance with the wind
Listen to snowflakes
Whisper your name
Feel all the wonder
Lifting your dreams
You can fly

Fly to who you are
Climb up on your star
You believe you'll find
Your wings
Fly
To your heart
Touch every rainbow
Painting the sky
Look at the magic
Glide through your life
A sprinkle of pixie dust
Circles the night you can fly

Fly to who you are
Climb upon your star
You believe you'll find
Your wings
Fly

Everywhere you go
Your soul will find a home
You'll be free to spread
Your wings
Fly

You can fly
To your heart
(Fly, fly)

Rise to the heights of all
You can be
(Fly, fly)

Soar on the hope of
Marvelous things

Fly to who you are
Climb upon your star
You believe you'll find
Your wings
Fly

Everywhere you go
Your soul will find a home
You'll be free to spread
Your wings
Fly
you can fly to your heart


Sabtu, 10 Januari 2009

good by....






Miley Cyrus Goodbye Lyrics:
I can honestly say
you´ve been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to my life
And I don´t mind!!

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
is goodbye...

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and then
Put it down
Cause I know I´m wasting my time
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/p6Yc ]
And I don´t mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wished I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I´m surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
you still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember the simple things
We talked 'till we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wished I'd forget
saying goodbye

Saying goodbye
Oh, Goodbye [x2]

omly hope

Mandy Moore - Only hope

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake in
the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are
so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

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